About Drawing

I had been hated drawing for about 16 years. When I was 7 years old, my parents told me that "you should learn drawing, and more skills is good for you". Their words aggravated the already disagreeable feeling of mine. So the word "Drawing" is far away from me for 10 years.
Since last night, I found my attitude about drawing is changed.
No! Jesus! Unexpectedly, my drawing skill is not so bad, at least it is not as worse as I thought.
What is real outlaw look like? I have no idea with myself.


These following pictures are drawn by me, if you can easily now what it is, I will be very happy^__^

I am back!!!

Remarks: Please read " How is life going on" first, after that you can " I am back" easily

Now, the cloud in my mind is much less than 10mins ago, but there are still two forces in my mind: Negative Outlaw and Postive Outlaw.

Negative Outlaw (N): Hey, Outlaw, what are you doing? Are you typing? You should enioy into the PC games now!
Postive Outlaw (P): Shut @#$% , it is not break time.
N: You should leave the real life, virtual world is much better.
P: Shut #$%, Get out of my body, you are degrading me!
N: Hey! We are brothers, let your brain relax slowly...
P: ZZZZZ...
N: Great! It is time for PC games!
N: Eh-__-! Where is my Game Disk? S@#t! I can't find it, another outlaw threw it already...
P: I cannot find too, if we have fun tonight, we will fail the exam tomorrow.
N: Shut #$%^&* !
P: Shut#$%^!

Oh! No! My brain is going to explode... I'd better shut down the computer and go to sleep >__<

How is life going on

Mmm, how is my life going on?
There are many unhappy things in my life, beacuse they are deviate from my dream.

However, dream is easy but real life is difficult.
My dream is brilliant, but my life is dark, leastways I can see how dark it is.
However, dream is easy but real life is difficult.
There are innumerable wishes in my life, but they all came true in my dream.
However, dream is easy but real life is difficult.
My life is compelled, but my dream is freewill.
However, dream is easy but real life is difficult.

Associate with wise is my dream, because one word is enough to the wise.
Many outsiders in my life, because even thousands words are still lacking to them.
However, outsiders are easy to get, but the wise is hard to touch.
Dream is easy but real life is difficult.

How is life going on?
My life is going to an impasse.-__-...

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Look at the news. The Liverpool FC fans were the most happiness people last weekend, and I am a member of them too, because I love Liverpool FC.

I have to mention that Allen is a Manchester United FC follower. We are partners in School, but on the green field, we are enemies forever. The reason is Liverpool and Manchester United are enemies for more than 100 years, and it will last unitl the end of our Earth.

I am still thinking...

Sorry, Miss.Yu. I don’t know the theme of The Lottery. The reason is: I am not the author; I cannot know what he is really wanted to say to the earthling. To parse a narrative is a good way to understand the theme of a story, but it is just guess. The details of a narrative can show lots of useful information to the readers, but the mind of an author is still sealed. For example, if a people stand with his friend face to face. He is able to feel the mood of his friend from their conversation, but he is not able to find the real thinking of his friend. Thus, we cannot understand each other completely. I am confused about why we study narratives, more exactly is why I should study narratives. I thought about this question for a long time, and I get some answers. (Just for me). First, I must to finish my high school, and go to university, so I have to learn these things. Second, knowledge is power, to learn more is not bad for me, and I can learn so many form narratives. Third, some of these narratives are masterpieces, it can improve my sentiment. Base on these reasons, I have to study narratives, and think about those questions that are on the sheet.

I like the story, and the ending is my favorite part. It is so unexpected. The story tells us a horrible traditional game, but the really scared part is just in a flash. The author used a long part to prepare the unexpected ending, he did it, and it is enough shocked. My idea is: the most important point of the story is people, and is not the title “lottery”. The theme is people oriented, no matter the one is male or female. All the people in the world have power to live, and nobody can bereave this kind of power. To care about self is not selfish; it is instinctive appetency of live. In addition I have an idea of why the people are glad to take the cruel lottery. Maybe they like to see the miserable situation of a poor people, because they get fun from this, I think this is called Roman holiday. This is a dark side of human nature, and the author is attacking the dark side of human nature.

This is what I think about this story and it might be wrong. I don’t like to take apart a story and parse every sentence. Maybe this is not a good way to learn, but I prefer to sum up the main ideas after I read (I won’t do this on an exam, I don’t want to against with my marks). In the end, my opinion of The Lottery might be quite different from the author’s real thinking, but at least this is my real thinking.

Mid-autumn Festival

Mid-autumn Festival is a traditional Chinese festival. It falls on the 15th day of August, in lunar calendar A few days before the festival; everyone in the family will help to make the house clean and beautiful. Lanterns will be hung in front of the house.
There will be a big family dinner on the mid-autumn festival. People who work far away from their homes will try to come back for the union. At night the moon is usually round and bright. All the families set together and enjoy the round, bright moon.
There are two legends about the mid-autumn festival.

A:

There were ten suns around the Earth, the temperature of the ground was so high, and people were not able to farm. There was a skillful archer named Hou Yi, and he was the strongest man at that time. He shot nine of the suns down. The Earth was saved by him. As his reward, the Heavenly Queen Mother gave Hou Yi the Elixir to help him became to an immortal hero. Hou Yi had a beautiful wife named Chang-Er. Chang-Er did not want to Hou Yi becomes to a God, and she wanted to live with Hou Yi forever. Chang-Er stole the elixir from her husband. One day, there was an enemy of Hou Yi came to Hou Yi’s house, but there was just Chang-Er in the house. Chang-Er had to eat the elixir to save her life. Then, she fled to the moon. She was not able to back to the Earth, and because she lives in the moon, she invented the moon cakes.




B:

During the Yuan Dynasty, there was an underground group led named Zhu Yuan Zhang. He wanted to save the country from Mongolian dominance. He and his insurrectionary were not so powerful at the beginning. They put the little pieces of paper into cakes to communicate with each other. After a long time, Zhu Yuan Zhang and his insurrectionary won the battle, he had become the emperor of China. People keep the tradition of eating moon cakes to remember Zhu Yuan Zhang’s achievement.

What a “bird”!

What a “bird”! I like the “bird” in Peter’s tableaux, even though the bird is not important to the story.
Tableaux give me a new cognition of performance. In other words, I like the way to study stories. I did not clearly understand the main points of The Veldt after I read it. As a matter of fact, I have no interest in this story.
I can pay more attention at the story by taking a tableau. This is why I like tableaux. We opened our mind when we were preparing, and lighted our passion when we were taking our tableaux. For example, if Miss. Yu gives a long story to Max, and say:” Max, this is what are we going to do today, read it now!” Max’s idea is self-evident, he will not read it, and he will waste his time. Sorry Max! This is just an example. Hence, study in tableaux can help some student willing to study and including me.
In the end, I hope we could have more tableaux than long…long…long…stories.